Steps in the Snow
9:30 PM - 19 August 2009

For what ever reasons, I decided to put on her collar on again.

*sigh*

I feels heavier than I remember.

I have ,for the most part, been fine, but every other day or so somethings triggers sadness and loneliness.

I have the Captain Kirk climbing a mountain song still stuck in my head.

I would of loved to show that video to Jax.

I haven't really cried that much.

The time when they wouldn't let me see Zech before he died, that was the only time I believe I cried.

Mr. Desktop isn't being nice right now so I am on my laptop.

Chris and I are going to watch the last episode of the first season of Dexter.